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About Me Member Lurker rayliaFemale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Years
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Hmm... this sounds to me a bit like a diary entry.

Mon Jul 6, 2009, 12:02 PM
  • Mood: Defeated
  • Eating: Nope. Starving.
I wonder... do any of you miss me at all? I'm not trying to be a pity party or anything, it's just something I ask myself.

All my writing sucks. Except for Mind-Reader, maybe. I need to get back on here and clean my gallery out of everything...

Want an update in my life of wonderful living?

I suppose my life kinda... no, not kinda, REALLY sucks in comparison to what it was last year at this point in time. I don't roleplay anymore, to start with. It bothers me so much. I feel useless, uncreative. Another thing that adds to that feeling is my lack of ideas for writing. It's all just gone. My head is so empty. It's odd how everyday seems to echo that feeling, too. Everything seems so pointless now.

Ryddel and I are... well, done it seems. I'm a lazy, good-for-nothing couch potato with serious head issues, and I just can't seem to change myself to make us okay again. I'm f*cked up in the head, and I hate it so much.

I actually dated someone for real for the first time. I freaked out and ended it after four days. Sad, huh? I guess I can't handle getting close to anyone yet. I don't know. I'm only fifteen. It's not like I have to have a relationship right this second. Now that I think about it, when I asked her out, I think it was a spur-of-the-moment, I'm-really-lonely kinda thing. Impulsive. Stupid. I feel bad for doing it, because she really likes me, and it upset her an awful lot when I stopped it.

I passed my Sophomore year... barely made it in French, though. I only barely passed, and that was because of the final. I ended with a 71 average in there... gotta do it again next year in French II. Heh, heh... wish me luck on that.

I guess there's not much else to say... other than the fact that Ruka's gotten HUGE. I'll try to be back on soon. I'm so unsteady in everything now, I have no idea what's gonna happen.

See ya later,
Raylia Stiles

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: I have no idea where I am now.... but it's in San Angelo somewhere...
  • Interests: -shrugs- You really wanna know? Ask me.
  • Favourite movie: Prayers For Bobby, Attack of the Killer Tomatoes, and all the Highlander movies.
  • Favourite band or musician: Right now it's a combo of DJ Mangoo, Basshunter, and Darude.
  • Favourite genre of music: Techno and a bit of everything else. But mostly techno.
  • Favourite artist: Camillo13, Raygirl, Michel Ancel.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Rayfan, Stephen King, J. K. Rowling. O.o can't forget AvengeroftheAbyss. And ZARLA!!!! :heart:
  • Favourite photographer: I have no idea.
  • Favourite style of art: All of them.
  • Operating System: Windows XP.
  • MP3 player of choice: A Zune!!! Yey!!!
  • Shell of choice: The really pretty swirly one that's sitting on my desk in front of me.
  • Wallpaper of choice: Anything to do with Rayman/Death Note/Okage: Shadow King/JTHM/Invader ZIM.
  • Skin of choice: Winamp? L or Rayman. Usually. DX I haven't located an Ari skin yet. Tell me if you know of one.
  • Favourite game: Rayman Revolution/Okage: Shadow King/Frogger: The Great Quest/Dark Cloud 2
  • Favourite gaming platform: N64, Xbox, PS2, DS, and Gameboy Advance SP. In that order.
  • Favourite cartoon character: Dib/Rayman/Stork/L/Matt/Mello/Frogger/And does Ari count?
  • Personal Quote: Oh, my...
  • Tools of the Trade: My computer, Microsoft Word, and the Internet.

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:iconraygirl14:
Enviar a uno a todos sus amigos que usted piensa que Merecen un abrazo (que, suerte con lo que incluye la persona Envio a usted)!

Usted Puede enviar una También sus enemigos!
Lo más fácil es que realmente hacen parar y pensar!



Recibe Si no esta de vuelta, un nadie le gusta a usted, que quieren y usted deje de escuchas ellos!


Si este regreso Recibe 1 vez, abre! Encontrar más amigos, enemigos, enemigos o fingiendo ser amigos

Si Recibe este de vuelta 2 veces, que está un un buen comienzo! (A menos que usted lo Envio a ti! Eso es trampa!)

Si Recibe este de vuelta 3 veces, eres un buen amigo.

Si Recibe este de vuelta 4 veces, eres realmente querido como un amigo!

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HA abrazo!

DA difundir el amor de todo! (Puede copiar y pegar este mensaje en su Userpage!)

Normas:
1 - Se puede abrazar a la persona que te abrazó!
2 - Usted DEBE-6-abrazo a otras personas, por lo menos!
3 - Usted Debe abrazar en público! Péguelo en su página de usuario!
4 - Random abrazos Están perfectamente bien! (y dulce)
5 - Debe empezar Usted definitivamente abrazos enseguida

Envía esto a todos tus amigos y si me 1.
OBTIENE SI 7 Volver eres amado!

1-3: eres un mal amigo
4-6: eres un amigo bien
7-9: eres un buen amigo
10 - Y hasta: Usted es un gran amigo
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viva ubisoft!!!!
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ubisoft alive!!
rayman raygirl to push a plane jaja
:iconhyperactivemothman:
HA! I BITE YOU!
YOU'VE BEEN BITTEN!

Spread the virus around!

RULES:
1- You can bite the person who bit you!
2- You -MUST- bite 6 other people, at least!
3- You should bite them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random bites are perfectly okay! (and scary)
5- You should most definitely get started right away!

Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am one (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!) If You Get 7 Back You Are Powerful creature!

1-3: you're a ghoul
4-6: you're a were-cat
7-9: you're a were-wolf
10-& Up: you're a vampire


NOM NOM NOM
(hehe i dont normally send these chains but i thought it was funny..)

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=Dreyfus2006's Monster Brother

Call me DDSS or Neshae. :D
:icontomeka04:
You fav'ed my picture a while again - and I never got a chance to thank you for it.

It really means a great deal to me, and i am sorry it took me so long to say something.

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~Bouwer Bosch, member of "Straatligkinders"
:iconraylia:
I'm sorry it took so long to respond.

They're so cute there!

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If you're a procrastinator, why can't you procrastinate procrastination?
:iconspanex:
O_O Nuh, NUH! Don't click those links!

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Think less, drink more.
:iconsweetsusan69:
Hey. this person wrote something about you in their blog.. CLICK HERE

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Rayman will live on for all time...no one will ever forget him or his famous friends; Globox, Murfy, Ly, the Teensies, Polokus, the Magician or the Pirates, Matuvuus and Tribelles...

~ Long live Rayman....... forever... ~
:iconsweetsusan69:
hey i thouight this iQ quiz was cool. i just took mine!! CLICK HERE

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Rayman will live on for all time...no one will ever forget him or his famous friends; Globox, Murfy, Ly, the Teensies, Polokus, the Magician or the Pirates, Matuvuus and Tribelles...

~ Long live Rayman....... forever... ~
:iconkrystalpeachzelda:
Hi there :aww:, I love your Gallery :) mind if I add you to my friends list?

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KrystalPeachZelda, thats my name dont where it out!
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:iconraylia:
:3 I don't mind at all.

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If you're a procrastinator, why can't you procrastinate procrastination?
:iconpurplephoneixstar:
Thanks for the fav

:iconimhappyplz: :iconfaveplz:

:iconepicwinplz: :iconfaveplz:
:iconflexplz:

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